Mar. 15, 2018
I say I want to forget but in truth, when I see your face, it comes rushing back and I just want to let it embrace me like you did.
Mar. 12, 2018: no sleep and sad sad sad.
hanging high by holding onto gravity on Flickr.
Beautiful!
Cherry Blossom Girl by Manuela Iodice on Flickr.
Mar. 10, 2018
I miss you so much. It hurts so much that I’ll never feel you hug me, or kiss you, or hear you say you love me. I feel a profound loss inside me now that instead of becoming closer, we have to put distance between us. The thought of you finding someone new, building a relationship and falling in love like we did, makes me feel like I can’t breathe. I had thought for a long time that I want to be the person you want to go through life with. You and me against the world. Now, I’m confused and I’m angry and I’m sad. I’m not sure how to live my life without you in it. All of the memories we made, no matter how small, have been rushing through my mind as if the life of our relationship is flashing before my eyes. How many amazing new things you’ve shown me, how much you’ve taught me about myself and love… Maybe this is what people mean when they’re on the verge of death. All of the happiness, sadness, loneliness, excitement, everything we felt together is still so fresh and so real, and I’m not sure I’ll ever be able to replace your face in these memories with someone else’s. I love you. These are the things I want to say to you.
傳說中的躲貓貓 peekaboo by 今 ゆっくりと 歩いていこう on Flickr.
